Friday, November 17, 2006
XIAN
hiaz...i dunno wat m i doing tis but i feel veri "full" in my mind...as in i feel veri cock up in dere is a lot of things in my mind n i juz dunno wats in my mind...juz feel everthing is pack in tat small brain of mine...i dunno y i m making tis post...juz wanna have a place to write everthing down...i wanna tok to ppl but dun seems to work..or to say..i dun feel rite toking to ppl...haiz...i wanna let out everthing...go out..out of e hse to "tou tou qi"...phew...manage to do it n feel a bit more relax...i wanna go crazy...go scream out....let out everthing....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wannna scream..but apparently dere is not much of a place u can scream out loud...ppl will tink u xiao ge na...i tink i m going crazy le...dunno y always got exam will like tat de hor?...but now oso my paper ending le...haiz...i wanna let out everything inside mii...if not it will burst anytime..BOOM!..den dunno wat will happen hor..boom boom boom...i m h\going to burst...i duuno wat to do now...kinda stress up?...i never wanna lose a good friend...friends are damn important de...haiz...wat to do?...someone tell mii?...no perfct solution?..i wanna something tat wont hurt anyone..god?...can help?...guang ying ma?..help?...tua pek gong...help?...arrrggghhhxxxx......not feeling veri good now...haiz...how?????????......................
